Wednesday Randoms

~I love Miller High Life. Not sure if this may come as a shock to yall, but dang. It's good!

~ I love time away from my kiddos(which doesn't happen very often) and 8:00pm but I can't wait to wake up in the morning to my son laying next to me sleeping and Ree talking in her bed! I live for that moment!
~ I've learned that life with my hub is so much easier when I actually compromise. It's amazing the difference when I let him do what he wants and he the same. These things obviously come with limits, but we're both so much happier now. Especially that he doesn't work a billion hours a week. I can actually do things now. I love my life now.
~I love photography much more when I'm doing it for fun. It's still great to make money but much more rewarding doing it for people and having them appreciate it. I guess we all need to be pet more often!

~I watched BrokeBack Mountain the other night. Not what I expected and I felt dirty after watching it!
~It's freezing outside. Global Warming my ASS!

Since I missed Wed. Randoms

I'll do it now since I'm in the blogging mood.

~I secretly love it when Pson or Baby Girl come cuddle and take up half my side of the bed. They were only bed sharers for a couple of months, and now I feel like I've missed out. They are so sweet and cuddly when they sleep. And they can't talk back!LOL! Sleeping babies are the best!
~I'm terrified of driving. I'm sure most of you know this but it's getting worse. That's one of my biggest anxiety's in life.
~I'm so excited my Benelli is coming to town you have no idea! Is she here yet? I'm going to cry when she leaves. She just lives too far away from me. I need her. She just understands without judging.
~Dec. 3rd is going to suck and rock at the same time. See post below. I may be obsessing over it.
~I have an unusual obsession over editing photos.
~Laundry is my least favorite household duty of all times. I would let clean laundry sit on my bed for ever if I didn't have a husband who wanted to sleep in it!
~I watched Brokeback mountain for the first time tonight just to see what all the hoopla was all about. It was too weird. Not at all what I expected.
~ I am a Twihard.

That is all for now.

Uh

It's been almost one year. I'm dreading that day and so exited all at once. Lou will be finding out if she's having a boy or a girl. I'm so excited for her and so glad there will be a little bit of happiness to the day. I can't wait for that. I'm going to be making her a gender cake to reveal to her co-workers what she's having. It will have pink or blue frosting in the middle. I'm guessing boy just because everyone thinks girl based on old wives tales. I have to go against the grain. That's just how I am. I'm usually wrong, buy hey.

On a more sad note, it will be 1 year since we lost G. So hard to believe it's been a year, yet it seems like a lifetime that I've seen his smiley face. I still see him in my dreams being his goofy self regularly. In my dreams I know he's gone, but I can still spend time with him. I only have an hour in most of my dreams until he slips away again. It's a weird feeling knowing you only have an hour. Even more weird that it's like that in all of my dreams. But the good part is he has all of his humor and now that no one talks about it, it's nice to still see. I wish we could talk about it forever, but everyone grieves in their own way. Mine is to re-live it. I never want it to fade, because there's no way anyone could be that funny here on earth. I need that hilarity in my life.

Enough of my ramblings. Off to bed.

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1. Where is your cell phone? couch
2. Your hair? meh
3. Your mother? work
4. Your father? wonderful
5. Your favorite food? Italian
6. Your dream last night? scary
7. Your favorite drink? pepsi
8. Your dream/goal? love
9. What room are you in?bed
10. Your hobby?photography
11. Your fear? loss
12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? here
13. Where were you last night? couch
14. Something that you aren't? prostitute
15. Muffins? blueberry
16. Wish list item? lens
17. Where did you grow up? California
18. Last thing you did? pills
19. What are you wearing? jammies
20. Your TV? on
21. Your pets? love
22. Friends? rock
23. Your life? good
24. Your mood? sick
25. Missing someone? yep
26. Vehicle? Silver
27. Something you’re not wearing? necklace
28. Your favorite store? carters
29. Your favorite color? Black
30. When was the last time you laughed? days
31. Last time you cried? yesterday
32. Your best friend?lots
33. One place that I go to over and over? Winco
34. One person who emails me regularly? Tom
35. Favorite place to eat? Hunans

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Wednesday Randoms

I stole this from Missey because it's fun to read!

~I was looking through all of my old pictures of when Ray and I were dating and wanted to cry at the sight of how thin I was. Why oh why can't I be like that again. Oh that's right, I don't try!

~I feel as though I've given up on disciplining Payton. He is that kid I vowed to never let mine become. I've read so many books and just want an easy answer. There is none.

~I'm starting to love photography all over again. I learn something new everyday and it makes me appreciate it so much more.

~I created this blog to help me get things out and not let them fester inside of me. I don't even know if anyone will read it.

~My baby girl is such a cuddly sweetie. There is such a difference in boys and girls! They are like night and day. Don't get me wrong. There are times when Payton is calm and loving but it's usually while he's in bed almost asleep! I enjoy and savor those moments!

One of the best movies ever

You guys might not know this, but I consider myself a bit of a loner. I tend to think of myself as a one-man wolf pack. But when my sister brought Doug home, I knew he was one of my own. And my wolf pack... it grew by one. So there... there were two of us in the wolf pack... I was alone first in the pack, and then Doug joined in later. And six months ago, when Doug introduced me to you guys, I thought, "Wait a second, could it be?" And now I know for sure, I just added two more guys to my wolf pack. Four of us wolves, running around the desert together, in Las Vegas, looking for strippers and cocaine. So tonight, I make a toast!